當我在醫院的電梯前等待時,一個男人向我走近並告訴我爸爸的病況危急。他說現在不開放訪客所以也沒有上樓的必要。在所有與爸爸相關的夢中,那是唯一一個沒有見到他的夢。媽媽說爸爸不會再出現在我的夢裡了,她認為那個夢象徵著某種終結。
但她錯了。
夢境變得越來越真實,充滿著豐富的色彩、細節、聲音,有時甚至能夠聞到氣味。
When I was waiting for the lift in the hospital, this guy came to me and said Dad was in a critical condition. Visitors were not allowed so there was no need to go upstairs.
That was the only dream I had about Dad where I didn't get to see him. Mum said he wouldn't be in my dreams anymore. She thought it was some kind of an end.
But she was wrong.
My dreams got as realistic as they could be with all those vivid colours, details, sounds, sometimes even odours.
Street Vendor, 2021
Digital video with sound
00’50”